Kruz is gaining interest in books and so I read to him.
I dig through the pile of board books with simple pictures and a word or two on each page.
I avoid Good Night Moon.
Kruz seems to like the animal books most. Pictures of one or two animals on each page. He grins as I make the appropriate animal sounds.
I avoid Good Night Moon.
I point out his own ears and nose, eyes and toes as we read about those of other babies.
I avoid Good Night Moon.
Tonight in the stack of books that came down from the shelf was a green and red book with yellow letters.
It was Good Night Moon.
It is a good book. Well written. Well illustrated.
I read Good Night Moon.
It hurt. It hurt so bad.
Good Night Stars
Good Night Air
Good Night noises everywhere
Good Night Laynee
I miss you so
Wait for me 'til I get there.
She's waiting. And watching. Over you all. Especially you I think. Giving you strength when you need it the most. Sending Kruz to you. Not as a replacement but rather a sign. A sign that you still have SO much to do here.
ReplyDeleteLove to you tonight my sweet friend. Peace and prayers to your hurting heart.