Although Jalayne's birthday has come and gone, I cannot help remembering that it was three years ago on February 2nd that we received the phone call telling us of her existence. On February 3rd, 2007we saw this beautiful face for the very first time. I recall the whirlwind of events of that day in very fine detail. I recall the feeling of overwhelm as I contemplated adding another special needs child to our family. I even recall being a bit afraid to look at her for the first time. I remember sitting in the rocking chair of the NICU with tears dripping onto her blankets. My hands shook as I dressed her, I really couldn't believe I was taking this baby home with me. What was I thinking, was I insane, had I lost my mind? I recall the cold air as I buckled her into the car seat for the very first time. But more than anything I remember the awe on my children's face when I carried her, still strapped in her car seat, into our home. So tiny, only five pounds and so, so perfectly formed. I can still picture them kneeling up on the barstools and sitting on the countertop so they could see her better in those first moments. I had no way of knowing the profound impact this child would have on our life. I didn't know how much joy she would bring. I didn't know how much sorrow she would bring.
What I did know, from the very moment I laid eyes on her, was that I loved her, that I would always love her. I did, I do and I will.............always love my Laynee Grace
Karol,
ReplyDeleteIt seems like yesterday, the first time we seen
Laynee. Grandpa Glueck had told us how perfect
and precious she was-and he wasn't joking; she
was so beautiful! Her little head was shaped
perfectly, her skin color was beautiful - It's
no wonder she was called the Prettiest Girl in
the World, and as an angel she is still the
prettiest girl in heaven in our eyes.
Love,
Fern
She was a beautiful little tiny bundle. So snuggly looking. :o)
ReplyDeleteShe was absolutely a beautiful, perfect little girl. HUGS
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